Sometimes there’s so much that you need to say that you can’t even say it. Like, it’s so overwhelmingly that to expel it will take your heart, your lungs, and organs that you can’t even pronounce. The purge will destroy you. Keeping it inside will destroy you. No matter what, it will destroy you.
I am waiting to destroy myself or be destroyed. It’s in me, waiting. I cannot purge it. It’s attached to too many VERY IMPORTANT THINGS and I’m afraid of the blood and guts that will pour out.
So I will ignore it. It will go away. Or not. Neither way is better. I just wish that it wasn’t necessary.
Sooo, now that the chaos of Cold Iron’s book release is over, my body decided “hey, wouldn’t this be a super awesome happy jolly fun time to get sick?” Of course, it didn’t tell me this until I was mid-date with Katie, so she’s probably sick too.
At least my summer position in the job coaching program is over. I have 2 weeks of summer before school starts once again.
I hope that the cold doesn’t last that long. Despite being the size of a small bear, I am in poor health and many of my colds turn into bronchitis or pneumonia. Just something to be concerned with.
Oh, i should make a graphics ad for Cold Iron. This book is really freakin good, and I usually hate the things that I write 😛
Plus, I might eat your eyes…
There’s a counter-argument right now that instead of walking out to protest gun violence, the victims should have been “nicer to the shooters.”
Repeat: They should have been nice to keep them from murdering them. This is some Grade A enabling bullshit.
The victim is not the perpetrator. In a domestic violence case, do you blame the victim? Do you say he/she deserved it?
I’m all for being kind, but being kind to keep someone from murdering you is a sad commentary on our times. Worse, that people actually believe this instead of blaming the shooter is a vicious swerve.
A new entry in my “writing class” column. This was kinda written as a reaction to the drama in my critique group, so it’s a bit weird. Still, you might learn something.
Source: You Need A Critique Group
I wrote this a while ago, but I still love it.
For the last few months, I’ve been playing this xbox game called Happy Wars. I like pvp team combat, and this a great game for it. You get less of the “in it for themselves” snipe…
Source: 10 Things I Learned About Life From War Games
Far more than once, people have referred to me as “a nice guy.” And I suppose I know what they mean. But there are specific reasons why I don’t consider it true. What people consi…
Source: A Nice Guy?